It has been a very long time since I added anything to my blog. I am really worn out lately. I have too much going on and no energy to do it.
I am 28 weeks and four days now. I have started my fetal movement counts. So far so good. Hunter moves around all the time. I still have nose bleeds once in a while, but my biggest problem, other than gas, just seems to be fatigue made worse by night insomnia. I am starting to get nervous again about the birth. The process is really scary. We have had all our classes now and they have only made my aprehension worse.
I am feeling very sad lately. Michael is going to Pensacola, Florida for AV Electronics school. He leaves this month on the 9th. He graduates on October 1. This means he is leaving me to deal with the third trimester by myself. I don't want him to leave me here, but we don't get a choice. I just can't believe the military would make him leave during the most crucial time in my pregnancy. Can't it wait six months. I mean come on. But it can't. I just don't know what I am going to do without him. I love him so much and need him so much right now. I am being left alone. To take care of myself and fight the loneliness. I am really scared.
Michael, please don't go. I need you right now.